Well the time is drawing near where I will be going to Canada in the Autumn with my Fiance to get married and I am really really nervous as it is again an new experience for me. O.K I have been married once before but it wasn't a pleasant experience for me so I do have nerves in venturing into a new partnership again. I am not by nature, as a woman I mean, a very confident person may I ad even if I seem outgoing and bubbly. I hope life in Canada will be luckier for me.
I also think about the prospect of living away from all my family quite strange and hope that I can get out of the initial shock I am in. I do love the man I plan to marry, though we have had our ups and downs being in a long distance relationship. Anyway I wanted to write down how I feel because I want to know if feeling apprehension is a normal thing in these circumstances.
I know moving forward with my life is a good thing to do but am I brave enough to take the plunge without feeling guilty to be happy?
The picture I just uploaded is one of us last summer in New York.
Who paid me today:
article sales $15.00
Balloon Mails $3.00
Total for 08/09/08 $18.00
Total so far for September $87.35
Monday, September 8, 2008
Canada here we come.
Posted by Himoacs Yanjiaren at 2:36 AM
Labels: canada, emigrate to canada, getting married, life in canada, long distance love
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5 Comments:
Good luck to you in Canada. Its very cold there, make sure you take lot of warm clothes.
I am sure married life will be great for you. I am sure it is natural to be nervous when you have had a past experience that didn't work out well. Married life for me has been the best thing that I ever did as I was lucky enough to find the man of my dreams so I hope that you will feel the same. Good luck in Canada.
Wishing you all the best - I see a picture of a lovely couple! :)
Congrats! Will you be settling down in Canada? If so, which part might that be?
Anyway, all the best. Cheers!
Wow! you look really agreat pair Ell... Hmm.. what a sweet couple in there. Your chinese attire is so beautiful. I love that chinese collar dresses, they just look so unique and elegant.
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